I'm a Grade A Wimp

Adam has only been gone for 2 days and I wish he would get on a plane tonight and come home. Its really hard to keep a routine down when your other half is gone. I'm definitely having a hard time focusing on anything, and I know that Eli's schoolwork routine has been thrown out the window. I'm pretty sure that our family will be a traveling one after this trip.

Like Adam said in his blog I turned on the waterworks early because I knew in advance how hard this would be. Its hard to raise two kids on your own--but its even harder when your emotional and almost mad at the situation.

I'll give you that I am a wimp and that military spouses go a lot longer away from each other. I have no problem being called a wimp, I will own it.

We leave for Alabama tomorrow and I am hoping that will lift my spirits.